Closed Mouths Don’t Get Fed
People say your truly happy when you meet the right nigga. They gotchu, you got em. Errythin goes good at first, then it corrupts. You get so fed up, but what can you do? Feelme, it’s hard ta just move on and find another. So you go to that one stage where you try ta be coo, but they still phase you.. Onna real, I’m tired of stressin off you on a daily. I don’t even have time for school, fam, mains, or myself anymore. I push every single nigga for you. Trust, ask erryone. I coulda done a whole lot wit other niggas, but I aint the grimey type. You on the other hand, still got ya jersey on. I aint assumin either. You may say they just chipmunks. If they just some other female, you wouldn’t be puttin so much attention to em. Nigga, I aint blind. I can see ya games. I’m tryin not ta be the jealous type, but nigga if you see me wit other niggas, you automatically think negative and vent ta other people that I’m doin shit when you know damn right I aint ever done anythin shady to you. Whenever your out, you nair got the time ta even txt me. I know, thas a dumb thing ta get butthurt off of, but foreal. I always got time for you, regardless if I’m wit mains or fam. I don’t wanna bother you when u out, but foreal. I cant be wit a nigga who only hits me up when he got nothin ta do. I’m tryin my best to cope wit you, but foreal. It’s gettin too much. I do wanna try ta keeep this goin, but seems like all the shit I’m trynna work up ain’t goin no where. I’ve had these feelings before nigga, and I know if I continue what we got, it aint gon go away.. I seriously put you first off errythin which I know is a baaaaad thing. Your right, you do got me feenin’. But foreal, I aint trynna be in it wit you if I’m gon be stressssin 24 hours a day. I knoow I can’t be settin hella rules for you but seems like when I do shit you do, you take control of it and tell me what ta do. I appreciate you care but foreal, you gotta put ya self in my position. I’m tired of booshitttin erryone bout our prollems. I’m tired of keeepin errythin inside.. I’m tired of lettin u have all the priveleges and me bein stuck followin ya orders. I’m tired of errythin u put me thru. I aint no suckaa, I do go for what I want. And yess, I still want you.. but if I’m puttin in that effort, you gotta do the same.. You say iss fuhhevvaa evaa, and yet you still trynna find ya ride or die chick.. ‘If you aint gon luhhhh me, somebody else will..”
