booshit

Tokyo Drift

Happily ever after.. “ooh, who’s that cuutie!” “thass lil knuckles!” At first, thought you was a lil too young for me and was just a lil playa. Yeah, I started recognizin ya games and noticed you ain’t like any other nigga out there. I tried playin hard ta get, ta see if you was truly down for me, you proved ta me that you ain’t here just ta be here. I started ta hit rockbottom, so I started showin you that I was down for ya. We started off fantastic. Postin at night, late night phone calls full of laughter, flirtin like there’s no tmr, and you truly made me smile. I was happy that you was my boothang. Everythin felt as if it didn’t matter, as long as we got eachother. I treated you like nunna the other boys I used ta be wit. I let you go out at night, smoke/drank, flirt wit other females, letchu do whatever made you happy. Yeah, I was hurtin but I tried my hardest ta satisfy you, knowin ima be here thru whatever. I pushed every nigga outta my way, ta make a spot for you ta come in. I knew from the start we weren’t gon always have goodtimes, but I didn’t know it was this hard ta work shit out. You still don’t see the effort I put into you. Yea, this irritates me cos I want you ta be proud sayin “yeaaa, I roll wit errrrica.” Before,I have ta admit. You was a jerk. Stay neglectin me, doubtin me, and kept that daily grind. Shiiiit, I didn’t know whatta do. So that daly city nigga helped me figure shit out. Now you’ve changed to a better nigga, I’ve been treatin you harshly. Honestly, I still don’t trust you hunnit percent. Sometimes I do think of just lettin you be. I do me, you do you. But at the end, you know I cant resist cos I gotta do us. Yeah, you are my happiness. You know how ta make me cry, irritated, sad, smile, laugh til I tear, and alla that. You give me mixed emotions. Onna badass day, you can hella cheer me up. Onna good day, you know how ta push my buttons. What can I say, your mysweetest fucking misery. We barely see eachother now, barely phone, but hey. I’m still here for you thru eyythang! I ain’t goin no where babe. Thru all the booshit, I’m still here and remainin ta be here cos it’s us against the world. Hopefully sooner or later you can see that all I’m sayin ain’t all just talk. Sorry for puttin you thru dumbshit. I miss you babe